guilty sojourn

My life was not meant to be thrown into shackles of wrath
It's not something so demeaning for men to step on it
And grind it till it leaves no trail of ashes of shame
Yes,to err is human,I know that and so do you
But It never gave you the license to put me at gun point

Guilt is not a passer by my friend nor is it a phase
It's the fishing hook with no bait but only its pointy end
that gets stuck for eternity inside your cheek
Which drags you to hell where your yell gets
sucked up by vacuum and your pleas remain unheard

An empty downtrodden life of a young fool in love
Who kept loving him for she was drowned in his memories
Memories which made her tears into droplets of fire
A sojourn that had to end before it reached its destination
A dream which failed to be fulfiled for hope stood no chance

heart made of coal

I see him down the aisle

all happy with sparkling teeth

that lit the way for my shoes

that lost its way on his noose

I stand there staring at him

a mark that held me away from all

I could see myself running away

to the wild wild shores

that fooled me to the core

to end up in a woe

crying in cross roads

that told me life's silliest cues

that men have a heart,

heart made of gold

that gets broken into coal

that always turned sore

when you melt into their souls

had a life before

that taught me quite a chore

mind playing hotchpotch

made me swim in its lore

ripples of melodies dripping in my soul

I came back to where I started my goal
A sojourn in a hole...

the two l's

lust and love , the l's of felony

that can make the mourning soul

go haywire in its search for sanctity

brushed aside the dearth of glory

to run with the best of vices

a song of pity to crush its wits

sigh ... and the soul gets lost

in the rubble of ecstasy

drinking away the myths of fear...

scuttle lives

trust your heart,at least for a change,

the change that swept me away for years on end,


that made me believe that life was scuttle,

the winds that breathed life into me,

and sucked away all hopes and dreams,

the one whom I loved,the one who was a part of me,

the one I always cared about,the one who always made me smile,

the  life cycle ends and may be it begins again,

so should I be on top of the world,screaming out my heart,

for the one who held me in his arms,holding me close forever,

never letting me go,you got to be strong,that's the message send across,

strength that lost its sheen,the rocks that floats on oceans,

mending my sorrows with more lies,it sucks,life does suck,

a smile that makes others happy,no ones at loss,

and then it whispers into my ears,why???why do you still weep,

the cries that made me go mad,

i woke up from the nightmare,

to realise that I stepped myself in to more dreary ones...

dark souls...

I went down my knees

now all bruised and scarred

I know I was too late to step in

he left without saying a word

he loves me ,he loves me not

its a question that wrecked my whole life

I am not a saint nor am I a sinner

I sold my soul to the devil

Yes I am evil

I am not sane or pure

I played with his heart and forgot

all about his love

sorry seems to be the last word

that never escaped my mouth

I deserve a rotten hell

burning down with the flames

the last supper that made me realise

that trust has lost its meaning

my life isnt meant to be lived

I have to let go of my soul

that struggles to leave my body

I am lost and helpless

Tears rolled down my face all ripped

I am hate and I love being hated....

Tremor of a broken soul

Turmoils of a feeble mind

that drank the sorrows of the sinking ferry

crashed into the rocks of heavenly glory

buried in the sands of dying misery

Touch of agony ripped through my soul

the spark that set fire to my crinkled emotions

a sigh that escaped my choked up throat

that made me fall into the pasture of lies

I lied to my heart,all broken and swollen

a tremor of pain that escaped my body

a fake smile that got fixed on my lips

that flew away with the miracle called time...

Mirage

I see it now so clearly,

the land beyond the sea,

with hopes high and limitless faith

I set forth for the journey called life

A lone dog was I,once rich and happy

now dry bones lie beside me to gorge upon

lost many a game,love being one

crying never seemed to fulfill my dream

sitting and staring at my future

I see a tinge of light

A ray of hope to lighten up my dried up soul...