dark souls...

I went down my knees

now all bruised and scarred

I know I was too late to step in

he left without saying a word

he loves me ,he loves me not

its a question that wrecked my whole life

I am not a saint nor am I a sinner

I sold my soul to the devil

Yes I am evil

I am not sane or pure

I played with his heart and forgot

all about his love

sorry seems to be the last word

that never escaped my mouth

I deserve a rotten hell

burning down with the flames

the last supper that made me realise

that trust has lost its meaning

my life isnt meant to be lived

I have to let go of my soul

that struggles to leave my body

I am lost and helpless

Tears rolled down my face all ripped

I am hate and I love being hated....

Tremor of a broken soul

Turmoils of a feeble mind

that drank the sorrows of the sinking ferry

crashed into the rocks of heavenly glory

buried in the sands of dying misery

Touch of agony ripped through my soul

the spark that set fire to my crinkled emotions

a sigh that escaped my choked up throat

that made me fall into the pasture of lies

I lied to my heart,all broken and swollen

a tremor of pain that escaped my body

a fake smile that got fixed on my lips

that flew away with the miracle called time...

Mirage

I see it now so clearly,

the land beyond the sea,

with hopes high and limitless faith

I set forth for the journey called life

A lone dog was I,once rich and happy

now dry bones lie beside me to gorge upon

lost many a game,love being one

crying never seemed to fulfill my dream

sitting and staring at my future

I see a tinge of light

A ray of hope to lighten up my dried up soul...