BLUES: Grateful death

BLUES: Grateful death

Grateful death

I lie down looking at the barren sky
waiting for the shooting stars to flood the emptiness
that has painted black my evergreen sorrows
I saw past, flashing across melancholic present
whispering to my surreal self that lay still..
O’ child , you ain’t got a future
so stop drowning in your fantasies
lift yourself and jump off the cliff
and see for yourself the mystery that you once questioned
the heaviness that flows with you,  slowly feels light
the wings that will sprout from your fears
will lift you up to the heavenly skies
rays of hope will fall on your fading self..
it’s time my child to bid goodbye
to all sorrows and happiness
that were part of your forgotten dreams..
wake up and smell the grateful death
and drown yourself in heavenly glory.

Forbidden whispers

Pearls of love caressing my heart

Churning the sweet pain that tangled my soul

How I wish it could lift my chin

And end the suffering of night long lost

A faded memory of laughter slipped through my mind

Running amongst the lush fields of pansies

That waited long enough to be placed on my bare chest

A dream of forbidden beauty drifting in melancholic waves

Together they lifted my broken wings

Bejeweled them with thorns of agony

To take me higher to the land of glory

And drop me to eternal sands of darkness

EMOTICONS

Time

Time that makes me scary

Time that makes me cry

Time that makes me sorry

That that makes me fiery

Fear

Fear that drives me

Fear that eats me

Fear that burns me

Fear that surmounts me

Craziness

Craziness in me

Craziness in you

Craziness in life around me

Craziness in all things pretty

Dreams

Dreams buried in me

Dreams that ripped my heart

Dreams that faded away

Dreams that outlived me

Sorrows

Sorrows of the world

Sorrows of the lives

Sorrows that shrunk us

Sorrows that strengthened us

Blasphemy

Blasphemy in 300

Blasphemy in Bible

Blasphemy in you

Blasphemy in me

Questions

What is life all about???

The lies that we lived?

The lies that we are yet to see?

The lies that swept past us?

The lies that became a part of us?

What is inner peace all about???

The mystery that engulfed sweet sorrows?

The boon that we kept waiting for?

The serendipity of hopes?

The only belief that drove us?

What is love all about??

The sweet nothings that kissed us?

The pain that outlived us?

The only truth that filled up our senses?

The faith that kept us going?

Stoning of Soraya M.

The tender bones of beautiful Soraya
that well fed the innocent stray dogs
never left the earth,got buried deep inside
to leave a mark,the mark of agony

People should hear her story
The story that burned many a women
Women of today,women of yesterday
Their innocence remained futile to the blind world

She was the shining messiah
The star that lit the dark streets
the voices of her delicate self
were trapped deep inside her wounds

her eyes were the graveyard of many men
who pelted her with stones
Her sons,her husband,her father,her brothers
The weak selfish soul of blind men

Her wrath could kill them all
but fate chose her
leaving her daughters in angel's hands
she let herself  be buried up to her waist

her head held high,her stare meant everything
she spoke her last words that fell into deaf ears
she wasn't afraid of death,but the pain she knew ,she can't escape
Neither did the signs help her

The plethora of stones that showered on her
killing her again and again that even her soul barely lived
she might have died on the unfortunate grounds
but her soul walked on heavenly clouds

The truth spilled later but her soul left before
But did it make any difference
Yes,to the world it did,it remained another heart burning story
while the innocent women kept burning in those hells forever..

Their voices had no meaning
Their prayers remained unanswered
Allah,show mercy on them
They are your true angels...

love still rules...

The heart that leapt high in to the dark blue skies
For what joy,she asked her withered soul
Fondness that made her go back
where the rear view mirror stood still

For she wanted to see reality
the truth that made her realize
that love had become her self,

Bitterness that  bit her heart
made her cold and crumbled her emotions

She brushed aside the feeling
that made her curl her lips
Her tears lost their track
It fell down on the mirror of hope
the life that blurred her vision
She knew it had to be
the way she wished her life to be
In love with her sober self
Words that made her believe
that love still survives
that love is the victory
that love is the success...