life so far..

The curls that blocked my eyes

as the swift wind blew my way

the winks of wolves on walls

that made my cheeks go red

the rain that soaked the grass

that drenched my feet so warm

lullabies of robbins on woods

a sight that made me hush

the rainbows on willowy sills

that played a tune to my soul

sigh the breath of life that made

me cry a river....

wings...

harmony at last,as I crossed the pine trees,
a hunch on my back that took away all my pains,
tongue tied was I at the very last moment,
the throes of agony filling up my belly,
the light that shone far away,that brought in
the miseries that fed on my heart,
a song far away that fell into my ears,
that ripped open my playful smiles,
gorged upon the villa was my thousand dreams,
that tried hard to fly with broken wings...

words from the past..

Magic in the eyes of the innocent
whose stars spoke a thousand words
the mystery that sang the beautiful memories
that made tears froze deep inside the satanic souls
the grin of the wealthy that threw away all glories
puff of smoke from pin pricked lips
sigh of agony from darkened minds
colors galore that roused them high
pity them,the young and the ugly
that shows no warmth in the hearts of gold
purity the drops they crush their feathers
hush and they smirk to wild new belief's...

slow

Isn't it marvelous to feel life's snail paced slowness,
a sight u see when the morning rays touches your eyes,
the trail of night that followed you throughout,
a wink seems hours to surpass,
bliss it is,for the old and weak,
peahens on the silhouette of my shadow,
running across the sun cast windows,
that hides the moon that struggles to peep,
sigh for the stars above,
wind stuck between the bushes,
that reminds of life's ruthless desires...

future lies...

I played it once,I played it twice but hide and seek was never my game,
they came in troops,they took my arms,they dragged me hard,
to a place so far and all along I pleaded in vain,
in kicks and spats they answered my cries,
and finally they dumped me there,
a place so dark where pigs never slept,
i stood there numb to see the smile,
of angels and demons and all things eerie,
i smiled at destiny for bringing forth the lies,
a journey of truth,that took away my hopes...

looking back...

The monster keeps coming back in my dreams all nights,
with that wistful smile that choked my life,
grinning wild with evil joys,horrid as it could ever be,
kept asking for what it gave but never asked for,
all green and crisp that makes men lie,
I screamed at nights with my eyes shut tight,
nightmares of wolves would have felt better for a change,
I could hear the tap on my door so sleek,
but I dare not open to quench my fear,
I heard his howls so loud and shrill,
that made my skin turn as white as a ghost,
I held my breath to hide myself,
but got vanished in to air as thin as hair,
burned in hell for fires of life,
that left no smoke to claim my ashes...

gory

The wrath of god fell on my soul,
cursed is my life that lay humble on the grave,
a cry of pain on the blood shed home,
angels with broken wings on fire,
darkness spreading with the tunnel of love,
that tore the heart and ate the soul...