scuttle lives

trust your heart,at least for a change,

the change that swept me away for years on end,


that made me believe that life was scuttle,

the winds that breathed life into me,

and sucked away all hopes and dreams,

the one whom I loved,the one who was a part of me,

the one I always cared about,the one who always made me smile,

the  life cycle ends and may be it begins again,

so should I be on top of the world,screaming out my heart,

for the one who held me in his arms,holding me close forever,

never letting me go,you got to be strong,that's the message send across,

strength that lost its sheen,the rocks that floats on oceans,

mending my sorrows with more lies,it sucks,life does suck,

a smile that makes others happy,no ones at loss,

and then it whispers into my ears,why???why do you still weep,

the cries that made me go mad,

i woke up from the nightmare,

to realise that I stepped myself in to more dreary ones...

dark souls...

I went down my knees

now all bruised and scarred

I know I was too late to step in

he left without saying a word

he loves me ,he loves me not

its a question that wrecked my whole life

I am not a saint nor am I a sinner

I sold my soul to the devil

Yes I am evil

I am not sane or pure

I played with his heart and forgot

all about his love

sorry seems to be the last word

that never escaped my mouth

I deserve a rotten hell

burning down with the flames

the last supper that made me realise

that trust has lost its meaning

my life isnt meant to be lived

I have to let go of my soul

that struggles to leave my body

I am lost and helpless

Tears rolled down my face all ripped

I am hate and I love being hated....

Tremor of a broken soul

Turmoils of a feeble mind

that drank the sorrows of the sinking ferry

crashed into the rocks of heavenly glory

buried in the sands of dying misery

Touch of agony ripped through my soul

the spark that set fire to my crinkled emotions

a sigh that escaped my choked up throat

that made me fall into the pasture of lies

I lied to my heart,all broken and swollen

a tremor of pain that escaped my body

a fake smile that got fixed on my lips

that flew away with the miracle called time...

Mirage

I see it now so clearly,

the land beyond the sea,

with hopes high and limitless faith

I set forth for the journey called life

A lone dog was I,once rich and happy

now dry bones lie beside me to gorge upon

lost many a game,love being one

crying never seemed to fulfill my dream

sitting and staring at my future

I see a tinge of light

A ray of hope to lighten up my dried up soul...

lost into sheerness

i saw through the sheerness

the sober self fidgeting humbly

through the darkness it crawled

to catch hold of the beacon

to feel the warmth of the human touch

i saw him crying far away

a cold wind swept past his dry soul

crushing his heart to the core

a smile that lost its faith

looked back at him and weeped

i made him look back into the wilderness he gave me

a fresh lie that took my heart to the devil

a wink of hope that flew past my life

i looked back to see the trail

i felt it..it was perfect!