requiem for a dream..

In the rain,she slept,
on the road,where strangers never met,
lightening flashing on her breast,
mud splashing on her face,
thunder not moving her a bit,
she lay there still,
waiting for him ,
pleading silently for his return,
but truth was bitter,
it struck her so hard,
but she loved the pain,
the pain which cleansed her heart,
reprimanding her sins
made her love life,
even when she was a child,
happiness scared her and
she ran away from all,
she knew she would lose them
but her courage always surprised her,
courage to destroy her own life,
she cried alone at nights,
her sobs drowning in the rain,
restlessness keeping her alive
thoughts driving her insane,
memories burning her soul,
liberation is what she sought,
requiem for a dream she lived...